So, I am not sure exactly how to start this, or truly explain things properly but I am gonna do my best.

So for a while I have been unsure of who I am, this has been a long issue that I often buried, but after an experience with some friends through VRChat something just clicked. In the moment it felt right for probably the first time in my life. It lead me to being quite confused for a while, I talked to a few friends with similar issues and have met many more since. The more I have talked to them it has all just made so much more sense.

So the simple, but crude way to but it, I see myself more comfortable as a cunt boy aka I want a vag between my legs not a dick aka I transgender just dont want to fully become a woman. I see myself as Non binary, possibly even fully gender fluid, but this is something that I will have to iron out over time, but for now male pronouns are preference.

I know some people that have known me for a while might find this all confusing, and that's fine, its not like I fully understand this all either. It is along, confusing journey but I hope by the end of this I can finally feel happy for myself.

I also highly suggest reading this article, it has a ton of useful information regarding gender dysphoria and was a huge help in me understanding what is going on with myself.

https://genderdysphoria.fyi/