Moving over to ---> Around January some time. Gonna' put all my dance video links on there instead of here.

Gonna get a new one. Just so you know. I'll be posting all my dance vids there. ;)

It's too much work to try and juggle all my other characters. I'll still write about them and stuff, but my fursona is the one I've had all this time, Speckles Grey Highoof (BKA Specks) the Clydesdale.
AND, instead of worrying about fursuiting, I'll just expect to buy a partial suit from Beastcub. Until then, I'll stop worrying and be happy. :3

Remember guys when I sent you that YT video of Pinkie Pie? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0nWX2U-6Og
Well, I forgot to mention a very important thing about that song.
I'm usually a happy guy, but I've suffered from depression for about a year now. Tried to commit suicide twice, thought about it plenty of times otherwise. It's a selfish and stupid way to be, and I know that.
Here's the thing though, when I was at school one day, feeling really down for some reason (I figured it was a Satanic attack, since I had no reason to be sad but I felt that way anyway), when I found that song. It made me smile, almost cry. I don't know why. That's usually how you can tell that God or Satan is working. They work in a way that makes no sense, but it's in that moment that you must pay careful attention to what they're trying to get in.
In this case, God used Pinkie Pie's song to get me back up on my feet. Who'd have known what would have happened if I didn't have that encouragement?

...a spiced pumpkin latte while watching Luna Eclipsed, the MLP Halloween episode. Then, with a dubstep version of Almost Easy by Avenged Sevenfold, I practice my novice combination of pop/lock/tecktonik/bboying. Ahhhhh, life is good...
So, tell me, guys, what's your definition of a good day?

http://specksbrony.deviantart.com/a.....st-1-263946436
Just another test. I didn't like the plain ol' black and wanted to flare it up. Do you guys like the red on black?

Sure, AJ is awesome, I just kinda' like Apple's more down-to-earth personality than her older sister may be at times. She really CAN take care of herself for such a tiny pony.
And, update, she'll get her cutie mark in a couple episodes (followed by a few more, strangely!).
If any of you like MLP, please discuss. ^^

That's what I've been missing. I've been relying on others to value my fursona. If it's not cool, then it's worthless, and I'll be just a face in the crowd without a cool character. That's what I've been missing. I know guys you value whatever I put out. I just have to make something because I like it, not because I'm trying to look cool.

Had to see what all the fuss was about with the famous MLP fanfiction "Cupcakes". Basically, it's Saw in MLP format, with Pinkie Pie going crazy and killing people. Not too fun. XDDD It just amazes me that people enjoy Mecabra stuff. Oh, speaking of which, a macabra celebration (basically Halloween) MLP episode is coming out on theeeeee.....22ed? I think? ARound then. I'm looking forward to it! Because, most importantly, the 'once-evil' princess Luna seeks to use this opprotunity to become nice again. Methinks an Apostle Paul story can run parallel to ol' Luna.

When I saw this little dance on a MLP episode, it only lasted four seconds or so. First thing that came to mind was "He's shuffling! Maybe i should loop it and put LMFAO's party anthom on it!" Someone beat me to it...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?featur.....;v=OUqjpGwhaTQ

I'm thinkin' of moving there, in that, while I'm still here, I'll spend most of my time there. Who's on DA?

This song was really touching and cute.
The plot behind it is her song "giggle at the ghostly" when she explains her past in always being afraid of things. In her song, she addresses how she learned to conquer fear, by laughing at it!
This was very well done and sweet. <=) Hope you all enjoy it. ^^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0nWX2U-6Og

Sure, i JUST said how much I hate MLP, but I'm trying to aquire a taste to it. It's something that relates to my fursona, so I should take part in it. Plus, there's a lot of people who like MLP, and it's a great subject to build a friendship or witnessing opportunity upon, so, I need to keep my options open.

SpecksBrony is the name. I only have a couple things up. Only really like DA for the free stuff. XDD

Watched ten seconds of it.....
I think something inside me is dying....
I don't feel anything yet, besides really embarrassed,
But I'm sure the dead part of me will pass 8 times more painfully than a kidney stone in two hours,
As punishment of my stupidity....

In all seriousness, though, they sounded like they were on dope. Too high-pitched voices, too girlly of names, and too much freakin' pink....

I'm pretty sure I'm anorexic to some degree, and maybe even bi-polar. I hardly eat (my MOM eats more than me), and when I do, it's only what gets me by (one word, Peanut Butter). I don't feel fat or anything, I just don't feel like eating.
I also suffer from mood swings (I think that's what this would be). I'm happy one day, angry the next. Content one day, discontent another. That's what leads to my random changes of appearance and actions (and fursonas, now that I look at it).
Just think you guys should know.

YES! I'm A CNA NOW!!!! ^^

Second thing, quickly, is sorry if any of you thought I was changing to be a worgen, werewolf, or anything like that. That was just an experiment, just to see if I liked it. ^^

Anyway, PARTYY!!!!

1000 pageviews. Here I am again. ^^

Can't say it any plainer... I love you guys. ^^
I needed that encouragement. I was really feeling rough over the past two days, but I learned to let God into me and give me strength.
As such, I'm able to think about other things, a perfect example being wanting to touch back onto Locking, which I'll start working on once the test is done. :3
Anyway, God bless you guys, and thanks for being there for me. ^^

Maybe I'm just stressed about my upcoming CNA test, IDK. All I know is, it's hot and I'm tired. Bleh.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hD5x.....eature=related

So, WHO ARE YOU?

Until I saw THIS, I never thought soft music was so good to dance to. That made me realize how dubstep doesn't have to be the only good dance music. *shrugs* anyway, hope you guys like the song/vid. I'm still keep trying to work on stuff. Doing school and testing still, so I'm not gonna' be able to do much dance vid stuff (not sure if that'll get better or worse when I start working).

Anyway, I'm liking soft music much better now. ^^

...I can't do them. The right side of my neck refuses to move appropriately for a robotic head isolation. Left side, it's golden, but not for the right. So, *shrugs* that's kinda' a problem, since head isolations are so important in robotics. IDK what to do.