I think thats a good thing to lose yourself in your own story~
And yea i feel u, the "must have porn" in Vns is just sad, cuz than the story goes down like nothing.
Noone can Fokus on story/worldsettig and so on, if u just read a nsfw scene.
I also (try to) Wirte a stroy right now, and i know i will not put nsfw in this. (startet a few days ago)
Just finished only the Prolog and iam so deep in my own world xD New to wirting, New to Python or even renpy, but iam feeling it and its fun!