Its somewhere... (its a secret so I wont tell but its not that hidden)
ohhhh wait wait wait. When i died after I first got the gun, I got to like, back to the main part of the game with the 2d spaceship and stuff; I found out from NotSpookyStuff's video that there was an entire part of the game I have not gone through omg
ok i've decided im replaying for the third time