Sometimes I'm having those weeks days when I hate myself, hate my art and feel pretty apathetic about everything around me. But I still have to work, still have to draw. During these days drawing and focusing is usually a torture

I can't really express or share what I feel and it is always only one person who can actually notice that something is wrong and that I need help and support

But what's good about these days is that I always recover stronger than I used to be. I work on myself, I learn, I experiment, I grow

So recently my brain was like "OK, it's time to wake up. Oh, and we need a yandere man". So yup, here's my yandere man. I wanted to go for something insane, maybe a bit scary. And I am happy with what I got in the end. I really like his face and enjoy his overall design

And it's good to be back