
Howdy! it's me disappearing again, how unexpected!!! wow, 9 months of absence? that's a new record ;P
I'm really sorry for disappearing again, idk if you remember me saying last journal the previous time i disappeared that i had some "identity issues" regarding this abdl thing? yeah, i'm still having those issues and thoughts and i think i can't really call myself abdl anymore, specially because i now dedicate my time to making non-diapered sfw and nsfw art in another account (i'll let you know of this account later, and if you already know: shhh, i know who you are 👁️w👁️) and i actually do diaper art likeeee, i dunno, once every two months? and that's just because one of my irl friends sorta likes diapers and he gives me requests sometimes lol
And i came back too because i was starting to feel really guilty of keeping some commissions pending and because i haven't talked to my internet buddies in a while <:( i'm awfully sorry for this behaviour hhhh but i'm tired of trying to escape from my problems and responsibilities!
ALSO wow i got 1000 watchers while i was gone! that's quite impressive though i haven't posted in 9 months! I'll be making a raffle when i'm free and before classes start :D
I'll answer messages hopefully at night orrrr tomorrow when i'm available, i'll be outside for a lil while when i wake up ^^ it's almost 4 am help
I'm really sorry for disappearing again, idk if you remember me saying last journal the previous time i disappeared that i had some "identity issues" regarding this abdl thing? yeah, i'm still having those issues and thoughts and i think i can't really call myself abdl anymore, specially because i now dedicate my time to making non-diapered sfw and nsfw art in another account (i'll let you know of this account later, and if you already know: shhh, i know who you are 👁️w👁️) and i actually do diaper art likeeee, i dunno, once every two months? and that's just because one of my irl friends sorta likes diapers and he gives me requests sometimes lol
And i came back too because i was starting to feel really guilty of keeping some commissions pending and because i haven't talked to my internet buddies in a while <:( i'm awfully sorry for this behaviour hhhh but i'm tired of trying to escape from my problems and responsibilities!
ALSO wow i got 1000 watchers while i was gone! that's quite impressive though i haven't posted in 9 months! I'll be making a raffle when i'm free and before classes start :D
I'll answer messages hopefully at night orrrr tomorrow when i'm available, i'll be outside for a lil while when i wake up ^^ it's almost 4 am help
Category Artwork (Digital) / Baby fur
Species Dog (Other)
Gender Female
Size 2184 x 1687px
File Size 3.11 MB
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It's great to see you're still around!
I can totally relate to some of the things you're saying. I wouldn't sweat it whether you're ABDL or not.
Whenever you feel any desire to draw diapers again, that will come naturally. It's not something that can be forced, so I wouldn't worry about it.
It could also be that you enjoy pamp art in a different way than most of the ABDL community. That's also something to think about.
I can totally relate to some of the things you're saying. I wouldn't sweat it whether you're ABDL or not.
Whenever you feel any desire to draw diapers again, that will come naturally. It's not something that can be forced, so I wouldn't worry about it.
It could also be that you enjoy pamp art in a different way than most of the ABDL community. That's also something to think about.
Yeah i guess you're right about me enjoying it a different way, i do like drawing it but i prefer to see other people's art xP and yeah, i had so much trouble before forcing myself to draw pamps, because deep down i wanted to try new things and draw personal stuff. I worried so much about pleasing others that i forgot to please my needs too! Thanks to that i feared people wouldn't see me the same way and i hid in the darkest corners of the internet for a while ;; but thank you so much for supporting my content!!!!
I'm glad you enjoy my interpretation of pamps! I definitely love to make them poofy and cushion-like, thank you for supporting my art!
And i don't really use to chat with people on the internet anymore, i would love to give my socials but since i don't really enough time for that anymore; i don't really want to get other people's hopes up and make them wait for my responses, i get too busy in my life outside the internet nowadays u,v,u
And i don't really use to chat with people on the internet anymore, i would love to give my socials but since i don't really enough time for that anymore; i don't really want to get other people's hopes up and make them wait for my responses, i get too busy in my life outside the internet nowadays u,v,u
AWW this is so cute! Beloved yellow dog ♥
ALSO WELCOME BACK! I'm just glad you're okay so to speak. Identity crisis are never fun but as long as you're well things will fall into place. Whether or not you stick around in the community or not isn't a big deal. As much as I enjoyed your time here and will cherish the piece I got from you, you being happy is the ultimate goal :3
ALSO WELCOME BACK! I'm just glad you're okay so to speak. Identity crisis are never fun but as long as you're well things will fall into place. Whether or not you stick around in the community or not isn't a big deal. As much as I enjoyed your time here and will cherish the piece I got from you, you being happy is the ultimate goal :3
No worries, i will stick around! I just won't make as much content as before anymore x'3 I'm so happy you still like the drawing i made for you, i can still make the commission from the pending slot from my last journal, i just need some time organizing things before i get to work!!! And if you still want that commission of course xD Thank you so much for your love and support!!! <3
Oh heck yeah I am always down for more art from you! Your style has only gotten stronger in your absence! >:D No rush of course, I'm ready whenever but you get cozy :3
I'm glad you'll be sticking around then! Like I said earlier it's just nice having you around regardless of the content you make ♥
I'm glad you'll be sticking around then! Like I said earlier it's just nice having you around regardless of the content you make ♥
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