;_; ohno

I recognize that kind of excitement you felt, I think. More than just a hope, a trust in the certainty of that great hope.
I feel like I can anticipate the sorts of feelings you found yourself with next, I remember where this path goes. I can feel with you there, sorry it was so bad.

Bits and pieces of this so far have sounded eerily similar to a number of things I've dealt with, or am dealing with now. To see that it happens to other more often than I had once thought back then...

feel free to hide this if you do not want this information to be public, i completely understand.

I'm not sure about your situation concerning previous aliases and I dont want to release that. Truth be told I followed you and looked up to you from your Hatena days (and didn't put two and two together until something else made the connection between your prior alias and this one). I hate that I have a feeling i know who you're talking about. I had obviously no idea that was going on, and nothing tipped me off.

You're so strong for coming forward and being earnest about your experiences. Please do take care of yourself, Sifyro.

I been there I was engaged and was about to fly down to meet them in person for the first time after years of knowing them, turns out they were already married, I lost my mind for a while because I already had a lot of issue trusting hell even now im scared of people but I push on because loneliness is worse than the fear.

your story so far is commin like you said but still very unique as it is your story still and yours alone :C thank you for feeling comfertable enough to let strangers like us even hear it.

*insert johntron "i dont like where this is going" here*

Yick this all sounds to familiar.

:(

*Reads.*
*Realizes where this is going.*

Vent well. Get it out. It’s a part of healing.

For me to post a comment is extremely rare, but I wanted to make sure that I believe you are doing an incredibly brave thing. I am sure that your story will be an inspiration to many other artists that are looking up to you.

You're amazing. Simply amazing.

Skyro? You mean THAT Skyro? ono I remember when you drew him so often, back when you were Ryuuminari

Yes

I am so sorry

...Wait, YOU were Ryuuminari?! O.o Aaaah dammit, brace for heavy landing, everyone, because this story is going down HARD!

I have to say though, on the other hand, I'm very much glad that all those old stories about what had happened to Ryuu were fake in the end .w. Glad to see you're still alive and around, dwaggie.

I was pokecat95 in the YTPH community (where I met Skyro) and first days of Hatena, then changed to Ryuuminari, since that last oc bringed me bad sentations after what happened, I changed to Sifyro.

Apologies for jumping at that. It's that I remember your old fursona being part of an old topic about... Victims of suicide .~.;; And what kind of abuse brought them to that. Had mostly forgot about that story until I gone to check that name now that it got mentioned.

Is not too fay tho, when I was Ryuuminari I considered suicide many times.

I'm glad you didn't gone through that. I'm glad I got to meet someone from that old list, alive ^w^

Yeah is sounding more and more familiar

Hits close home :'c

Espero que te estés tratando bien con el doc
De verdad me llega bastante fuerte, comprendo todo lo que has dicho.

Uno no va a dejar de pensar las cosas y la verdad sanar es algo que tomará toda la vida, pero hay que recordar que almenos ahora uno está a salvo y todo el esfuerzo se ha mostrado c;
No se puede correr del pasado pero si aprender a hacerle coping.

Survivors gonna survive!

You are very brave to share your story. <3

This is awful. I wish I could just hug you ;;

Sounds to me like the victim=>abuser=>savior trio where your familly are the abusers, however none of those roles are positive as the savior can also turn into an abuser over time and I'm glad you get out of it. Hopefully poeple reading this can relate and try to get out of this situation.

Dear god....

I get this is supposed to be serious, but I'm just giggling at the little dragon with sunglasses being like "I drew yiff, I'm with the cool guys now"

Thats how i felt then xD, and probably how kids affected by this culture feels when they do that, may sound funny to say it and when saying it, but yeah, its horrible.