Myself crossing a portal and thus becoming Ynk...

I'll be the first to admit that I'm not fearless. I don't scare easily but some things do scare me -or make me veeery anxious- like... drowing, or being alone with an army of huge spiders, or speaking naked in front of huge audience.
But there is ONE thing that makes me so anxious/scared that I have to beat my head against a wall to try and focus on something else: dying.

Yup. Simple as that.

The fact of not being able to thing anymore, not not be 'here' scare the shitty crap out of me... And since reincarnation is not a proven fact, I want to believe that I can reincarnate in another world/dimension. Hopefully, I'll be Ynk.