It seems to me that my life is just an endless series of failures... I just don't even understand why I'm going through all these trials, I'm not such a terrible person to deserve all this

My stepfather had a stroke a few weeks ago and now he is paralyzed and if he manages to successfully undergo physiotherapy, he will be able to walk for sure only after a few years, but even then it is not accurate, because doctors say that a blood clot was found in his carotid artery and it is unknown what to do with it now because it cannot be operated on... I will need to start helping my mom, at least with the money to pay the bills, because it will be hard for her to cope alone with a paralyzed person...

And today, while I was working, my computer just stopped suddenly showing signs of life, it just turned off and doesn't turn on anymore, I have no idea what exactly broke in it, but I think it's a power supply.. I hope so...

and the saddest thing is that all this takes money.. and in a couple of weeks it's my birthday and I feel just terrible, it's unbearable, every day it's just a series of shocks and trials, where to take money for everything, how to finally start feeling that my life is worth something when everything in it seems to be the enemy for me..

I fucking hopeless person, I can't even have a happy time in my life, I just want some peace in my life...

I'm sorry for the delay in the drawings, I'm terribly ashamed that I can't even work properly now...