So for an entire year, i've slowly learned that i was bipolar, adhd, anxiety disorder, asperger and i also have something called "impulse phobia"
I guess it makes me a very unique person.
for an entire year i've been pulled out of work to be told by my psychiatrist to take care of myself and relax.
I've started going back to work again and everyone was quite warmful and nice to me.
a few of them thought i was gone, i can't really blame them. With the edge i felt i was before treatement. i did not know how much time i'd had really.
I don't know how to explain it but it was bad. i had around 4 hours of sleep per day and i had the energy of 3 person at once, constantly was pulled and pushed by surges of energy while being on the verge on falling asleep. Even when trying to sleep.
But now modern medicine stabilized me and made me normal.
i don't shout instead of talk, i don't have so much energy that i scare people.
i am finally recognized as someone normal and boring.
it's not something i'd ever thought it could happen.
Even if my mind is trying to convince me otherwise.
i'm happy to be alive