I'm only just now realizing that like, damn. I turned 18 in 2019. My life has changed but also stayed the same a LOT since that time, especially with the era of 2020 being my first ADULT year of my life. It's so strange looking back on that time and thinking about how much I could have done as a young 18-19 year old but it's not worth dwelling on it now, right?

Wasn't just me who had a part of their life basically put on pause for two years, everyone else was in the same boat and it feels just so... Different now, especially being 23 going on 24 this year. It's crazy to me that FIVE whole years have gone by and I'm kind of just, idk, barely making it in life. At least in terms of money.... I've gotten to meet so many new furs, gotten to hang out at many conventions now and it's been so amazing each time I can hang out with my friends. Does anyone else feel though that you're just missing time you wish you could get back?

Cause gosh, I can't imagine what the younger furries of my generation are doing now, I still feel like I'm a new adult... Granted, I am, sorta... lol... Just feels like I've had such a late start to do things that I love doing.

I'm planning on going to more conventions this year, but I also really want to save money to move elsewhere, Maine is lovely and all but I've lived here for so long that I feel like I'm trapped!!!

Anyways this is just a random journal I felt like making. Thanks if you read it, my friends.