I'm going to give it one last go on FA, because I think I understand how this works with me now. Drawing is not my true passion and I don’t have innate talent, just eight years worth of grinding experience. I would join, take it seriously for nine months or so, get bored or fed up, get moody, and eventually delete fucking everything and make a new account where I wouldn't post anything, because I’m one of those people. And I made every far too patient person follow me around through all those accounts.

But now I think I get it. I can be creative and enjoy art and social art-based “networking” for about a year, tops, and then I need a six month break. Because art stresses me out big time. And if I’m up front about that, maybe, maybe people will forgive me for my endless “WHOOPS, now I’m on THIS account” bullshit fuckery.

Maybe.

So I've moved to a more significant name (in an attempt to forego this hiding-behind-obscure-monikers urge), and hopefully I'll not only be more active in the art world but in the social world here, both of which I have a difficult time adhering to. But this comes with the understanding that I may just disappear for months on end (not without notice) because I think that's what I need to deal with the stress of art.

You can find me at  canissuchus