I haven't been ONLINE on fa for Some Time now. Mainly due to the matter I'm hear to speak about. I'm struggling to keep up with art n all before now n since it's taking a lot to manage n work on my life. So this site and my artwork have been on the back burner for a while now.

But lets jump into it shall we?
Warning to senstive topics ovb, addiction, depression, suicide and heavy narcotics.

I'm an addict, yes a drug addict. I'm currently in treatment and have as I post this OFFICALLY beaten my addiction. I'm NO LONGER dependant on narcotics physically as I learned this week.. I wont get sick wothout them anymore. Which is honestly...the biggest relief of my last few months...it took ALOT to get here. I offically as of the time inpost this jornal 57 days sober. I get my 60 day Na Chip WITHIN the week at my next meeting!

I know there will be judgements, the reason I make this public? Is to ensure I have a sapport system, n folks know whats going on. Plus..simply so I can stay off my drug of choice. Atm, my goal is only soberity from my addiciton n drug of choice and avoiding gaining addictions in the future. The reason its this way. I smoke alot of pot n cigs n drink,but I've NEVER had issues with such things. Only my drug of choice, I simply need to stay away from stuff that harms me. Do whats GOOD for my health. I've been doing it clearly. But what I ask from you guys? Dont judge me. Sapport me instead. Judgements will only harm me, but sapport that futhers me into my soberity n staying helathy. I know there will be judgments but I'm hoping for the best here. I got the best with my fb friends list, I hope I can gain the same from y'all.

Now I KNOW you all likely have tons of questions, and I'll answer the ones I've most commonly recieved over the weeks. Any others you can ask in private pms, or comments. If you wan't more depth then I share here in open to giving it in limited amounts depending person to person.






what happened? how did you becone an addict/fall to addiction?

For starters.. it's not a one part story it's many. I've battled this addiction for many a years. It starts with my mental health, as many know I've been sick for a long time facing clinical depression, and anxiety and ptsd from abuse stemming from my childhood then teenage trauma.

I haven't been sober for almost 12 years. It started with medically prescribed pills, I wasn't an addict presay. But I was put on meds to cope with depression then physical pain for many years up till 2018-2019 when I stopped out of personal choice seeing it did no good. So in truth? I've always been under the control of some pill, or mind alertering drugs that play with my brain chemistry..which was no good for me... I started using some drugs recreationally at the age of 12, nothing EXTREMELY bad or concerning. The general normal vanilla stuff tbh.

Then I was 14, entered an EXTREMELY absuive reletionship with my ex of many years in 2014, if you know who im talking about keep there man out of it or keep it to yo self I dont need extra issues. About 8 months into our reletionship just after our engagement...when I was 15 him 23....things took a turn for the worst...I noticed the abuse...he wasent able to control me...so he forced my now current drug of choice on me against my will for many weeks till I was well...addicted.. as means to controll me...this...this WAS NOT MY CHOICE....I tried to stop him...but it was that or homelessness due to him...which ended up happening anywho on n off due to him in years to come...till it ended..

It wasent for 4 years that I Got out of thst reletionship, n moved home...I had to sober up when I moved home...and pulled myself out of addiction on my own. In private..masked away from preying eyes...and under a fake alias to medical professionals. Over this time I struggled with many things...much like during that faze of my addiction. I struggled as I hid my issue...I was alone. Never sought proper help. So after TWO YEARS..I slipped back up at the end of 2018 in the summer...

I'd used once or twice with someone in my personal life whom I won't name as they are also in recovery and getting better, due to what pushed US to seek help. And during the last month of the sumemr in 2018...or a week or so before the new school year started...I was depressed, went to my dealers house...and im about 95% sure I intentionally overdosed as an attempt to end my life...it worked...I was dead..the dealer BARELY was able to bring me back..I've had many overdoses In my life...not like this..I KNOW I WAS DEAD. As I've flatlined and gone brain dead before in serious accidents before this.

But what came agter....is what TRUELY set my fate in...I dident die..so what I DID next...was my most regretable action to date...I masked my pain...and I started using again...and went back to full blown addiction...right up Till 01/16/2020 this is what relapse is...its Not Pretty...n let me tell ye I regret it alot...all that made me sober up...well let's just say thats a private matter in which I almost have lost the most important person in my life. Which forced me to take notice to ALL thats gone bad due to my issues...


Now that you know my story lets answer those other questions.





What drugs did you use and how?

Ok..man. I've used so many drugs a list would be too hard to type out...n since I've used rare drugs on top of it. Half you wouldn't know. But my drug of choice id like to keep private. It was a drug that sedated me, and I will mention I PERSONALLY genrally snorted/injected or boofed n occassionaly smoked it. But isn't a topic I wanna get into online. Or at all...I'm past this part of my life u.u




What are your plans going forward? How did you get sober this time? What are you doing about it? N so on n so forth.

Like I said...I had a come to reality moment were I just had no choice. But get sober...or lose all I care for.

I went into withdrawls at 6pm on 01/16/2020 with only one dose left...which I ended up destroying a few weeks ago... aka disposing of safely. But it took 5 days of being so fucking sick I couldn't stand it anymore. With a new job starting that friday...Monday I seeked medical help. And I got it.. already being educated on my drug of choice n addiction I was able to get n know what to do.


The next two weeks all my sapports got properly arranged n fixed up. N the next month things got runing smoothly into my life to sapport my soberity n staying sober.

I'm in Na, in an outpaint programing, working with ramm, and personal counseling n so on. Medical professionals and my family dr, are all working togther to better my LIFE and keep me on the path of soberity from addiction. N provent me from falling back to my addiction.

My PLAN going forward is to be on my medication to help moderate the cravings, n help me level out as best as possible for likely a year or so. I learned reccently by not having meds due to a mix up by doctors that I don't need them as much as I thought tbh. But just incase I'll stay on em for the recomended rate. But I will keep up with my treatment plan, as well as na for the year. My treatment plan will diminish after a year goes by till I'm fully self reliant. But I WILL stay in na, or atleast keep up with my homegroup for well...the forseeable future. It's been good for me. N I wanna stay n earn all thr chips I can!!




Now I think thats all the questions I can think of rn, sorry. This got a LITTLE longer then I expected n its a bit tiring... plus I really did avoid preying to much itno my personal details.

If y'all wanna ask more feel free to below...I TRUELY hope I dont lose watchers or friends...but I need to be honest in all parts of my life to get the sapports I need to move forward in life.

yall I'm back! my posting is getting all my works posted since I last was actually active. not much. but ill be opening for coms! anyone interested before the opening journal PLEASE contact me via notes:3 id be happy to arrange it with you! have to post new prices yet thou heh! glad to be back!

I forget to update FA most the time for personal life updates most the time.

I've been on hiatus for a few months due to exams and so on coming up like most people who follow my other sites are aware. as well as personal stressors that prevented me from drawing ad being more "distant" From my art. as tbh. I've been burnt out for a good while. I'm getting back on my feet. but sadly I've had some extremely sad news come my way. on Friday night my dog suffered from a stroke. the vet says he has a brain tumor. we can afford meds to help him till it gets too hard on him and the strokes come back and he is actually suffering. we were unsure if the medications would help. but they are. thankfully. he's back to himself for the time being. he isn't in any pain right now and hopefully won't be. but the long and short of it to pull the band-aid off for you guys is he is passing away. we don't know how long we have. we just know it's not going to be a super long time we have him in our lives left. so personally I want to spend time with my boy. he's the best dog I've ever owned frankly the only one I was ever able to call fully mine and my family's.



-story time about my pupper some things that make him so special to me-
warning some sentimental personal shit about my childhood, growing up and simply how he became so important to me and honestly why he means so much to me. stop here if you don't want more then an update I guess. I just wanted to be open about more personal stuff to me :3

this dog has been through thick and thin with me. frankly the word mans best friend isn't enough to describe him as. he's family to the furthest extent of the word. so this happening isn't easy on me in the least. or my family for that matter and he's provided huge amounts of support to my father through the years and the rest of my family mentally and just well kept us happy and kept us going. he's kept us together and helped us all through some extremely hard times. I owe this dog well a lot. he's 13. for a collie mix, this is a rather good age to make it too. we adopted him when he was 3 from NS, CAD and then brought him HOME with us. on a very long car ride (with lots of breaks for him and our sakes) but he was so well behaved then. and in the weeks prior to bonding with me and my sister. we met him through my aunt. who had him given to her by her son who couldn't care for him at the time (personal family reasons). but she was a full-time nurse, her husband works out west and she simply wanted to see him where he could be happy. well, we were out east for the summer she noticed how well I bonded with the dog and my sister too (who beforehand was terrified of dogs). my aunt knew he was good for us. without us knowing they arranged for us to adopt and bring him home with us that summer. this time in our lives my family was going through some really tough times and just all having a hard time dealing with things. when me and my sister found out sam was coming home with us. it brightened our lives. hugely. Sam we found out was coming home with us the NIGHT we left Ns for the summer. we had packed our car to go home with Oddly lots of space? then we had a detour. In which my mom surprised us that we were getting to have him come home with us. sadly before we left ns a storm hit and we had to go spend the nights at my grans. learning how terrified sam was of thunder at the time as before my aunt and her son owned him he had been an abused rescue. but the next afternoon we set off to his new home.

it was a long car ride. prob one of the hardest drives back from ns we've had. oddly not due to him in the LEAST. he was sooo well behaved. just was very traffic filled ride home and a hot one. but once we got home he was SO happy. he went about our hole yard running and playing with us. but once we unpacked the car he hopped RIGHT back in. wanting to go for a car ride! thus where we learned HE loved driving. just adored it. to this day he still does. then the rest of the summer we spent playing and being with him. honestly healing a hole in our family's hearts caused by the tempory loss of my father who had been wrongfully accused and sent away (he was proven to be innocent thou in the following months) but in the time my father was wrongfully put in a cell they gave him horrific care. causing his current disability which affected him a lot taking away most simple joys in his life. taking away many of the things he loved about himself and doing in life. but ill get more into how Sam helped my dad in a moment. but well he was gone. my family was harassed, abandoned and honestly treated EXTREMELY badly. which affected my whole family harshly. me and my sister and brother a lot mentally. my brother was older and better understood what was going on thou so he was affected but knew how to deal with such things. I and my sis didn't overly understand. i "knew" but I didn't fully get it and why. my sister is younger by 3 years was extremely out of the loop. so we needed help and just healing. Sam and our cats became part of our lives at this time. my parents agreed and my grandparents at the time all agreed we needed something. they proved to be the perfect addition to help our coop and at the same time expanding our family and putting a positive thing in your lives at the time. we rescued and had our pets find us that hard hard year. Sam was one of those pets. Astro and oreo our beloved cats were too. Oreo passed away just over a year ago (rest in peace my little one). but Sam was the dog that came into our lives that summer. and honestly, he played a huge part in our healing. he gave us something to bond with, connect with and care for together rather than hide away and become distant (which I tended to do as a child to deal with my undiagnosed depression at the time). so honestly. he was more than just a NEW pet or addition to the family. but he was family. he was a saving grace. he helped us heal hugely. which is one of the things that made this dog so meaningful to me personally. he helped me through one of the most confusing parts of my childhood. where I was EXTREMELY lost and hurting. and that's how the summer started. I ranted into a few things there thou. for some more "background details" for some to understand more about why and how he helped me deal with this stuff going on at that time in my life.

but he did much more than that. the first year we owned sam. he helped all my family. he really helped my mother who dearly missed my father. giving her company when me, my sister and brother where all at school. but also when my dad came home. my dad came home end of fall-ish? my dad had been through a lot. was now disabled. and dealing with false accusations against him. as well a small town and all I live in. no one really "forgives" or thinks nicely of someone even if the stuff was false. or admitted being false by the accusers (they lied for attention and a YEAR later admitted this in court under oath). so to say the least. my town wasn't the most loving or kind. they shunned us. gives us a VERY hard time. even after things were proven innocent. an event like this hurts someone. I know my dad was dealing with a fair bit. I can't speak for him here on how he felt or what was going on in his mind. but I know hed lost ALOT and had very little left at the time. but when he came home. there was someone new for him. Sammy. this dog and him. god, they bonded so so fast. a month into them knowing each other you would think Sam had been living off his hip from birth. this dog really helped him. I have to say that from my view he saved my dad. my dad also saved him in his own way. my dad helped him forget all the abuse from his past. and in return. my dog sam he helped him heal and recover and reconnect with us as a family. I normally don't talk in this regard or about family. but I really saw him help so soooo much. and I think it's valuable to mention how he really helped here. as well as tbh. sams best friend and favorite human in the world is def my dad. XD they are best friends.

so through all this, he helped my family. this was the start of my family's connection with our pupper. he bonded and helped us all so much. through what I feel was the hardest part of my young childhood. so I wanted to go into how our first few months with sam where. so this hugely was how he came into my family. we were in a hard spot in life without my dad briefly. he pulled us through. when my dad was back he honestly helped us be us again and rebound and heal what was wrongfully broken by someone's simple lies. and he helped us heal. which clearly bonded him EXTREMELY close to my whole family.

but over the years since then. he's prob been one of the best dogs I've ever had. I've briefly had friends dogs and so on in my life or partners pets in my life. but sam. he's special to me. over the years to come, he helped me face a lot of loss and personal tragic events that came into my life. this was the one that simply bonded us before. but he became my best friend over the years. he was my biking partner as he would run alongside me in his younger years. my hiking pal. the pupper who loved to go out with me. who loved car rides. but most of all wanted to just spend time with me and my family as much as possible. which we all have for years. the sheer amount he's done for me is remarkable. the cute stories I could go on endlessly about. the adventures he and I have been on. there is so many I couldn't choose what to tell you guys. it started as a bit of hope for me about 10 years ago when I was really struggling and it turned into a reason for me to keep pushing in my life. I couldn't ask for any better being to call a best friend. thus why all of this hurts so much. losing him will be losing a chuck of me. a big chunk. he's been a part of my life for so long. I can't imagine not having him be part of it anymore in nothing more them memories. so honestly. I wanna be there for him for every moment I can be right now. he was fine and in great health last week to what we know. and in mere moments so much changed. I know I need to focus on him. because he has always focused on us. so I am. but I know this also comes with a lot of pain afterward. he's my Sampson, my Sammy, my finagian, my boy, my silly sam and so many other names we call him by. so knowing he's close to his rainbow bridge. it pains me a great deal. but I will be by his side till it comes to pass. and I will hold on to my memories for all my life and hold him close to my heart dearly all of mine till we met again. but for now, I am spending all the time I have with him as best as I can. I love sam and he's the best family member I could ask for to come into my life. so I wanted to share a bit more of my personal life here as it holds a lot of importance to me because he honestly does for me. so I wanted to speak of him now. I likely will again on my more personal websites ie. facebook, telegram and such. but I thought you guys deserved some heartfelt stuff about him too.

if you read this all! welcome to some more personal mushy stuff about me. some of this was hard af to type. but it really is just how he came to be important to me and why he means so much to me. but overall just more about why and how he came into my life and what made him so special to start with to me. there is much more I could say but id be writing a few novels if I did that. but I decided to get a bit more emotional and in depth then I normally do about something important to me in my life being my pupper. who regretfully has limited time with me left. but I am going to cherish it. but heh. I'm emotional and wanted to share personal stuff here for once. as well. I want people to be able to see why he means what he does to me. he's the best dog I know in my life and remains that way. just wanted to share some stuff I guess. so for those who read thankyou.

Sharing a room with:
I'm in a double room!
me,  mxxy, my friend spike and his mate, matt the lombax, sparky and another fur? (idk the other fur sorry)

Gender, age, relationship status?
Male FTM, 19, Dating (semi-open we are selective and choose forehand sorry:/)

Have you been to any other furry conventions before?
Furnal Equinox, and condition blue and a tonnnnnn of furmeets:3

Have you been to Toronto before?
yepXD I live quite close. just out in the country a bit XD

Are you doing anything for the convention?
I planned to vend this year but due to medical reasons I've stepped down. so ill be enjoying the convention without working it for the first time in quite a few years!

What are you bringing to the convention?
my suits, little/baby fur stuff, booze, lots of plushies, and like my art stuff I guess???? idk normal stuffXD

Do you have a fursuit?
YEP! more than one! I should have Kelab and ace at the very least:3

Who will you be with?
mainly my partner  mxxy as well as my close friends:3 I have quite a few friends so you'll see me about! oh and my pet of course! but thats sorta normal my parter and my pet being with me:3 I like staying near at least one person I fully trust due to anxiety/trust reasons!

but you'll be able to find me with my friends and such! don't be shy about approaching me thou! all my friends are pretty social. just please make sure I hear you! I have trouble hearing at times and I'm quite blind (need to get glasses lolXD but lol). make yourself known to me! I'm a pretty accepting person! I'm just extremely shy most the time please understand this!

Are you selling anything at the convention?
not this year! but feel free to ask about my art and sites and such! normally I would be selling but not this year I need some me time after a lot of stress and mental health stuff I need a break sorry!!!

Do you do free art?
not really Q.Q normally when I'm in the mood ill do free doodles but due to stuff lately this is super unlikely this year sorry3:

Do you do trades?
yes! normally I do HQ art/character trades. but merch for merch I welcome too. cons aren't the best time to approach me for such things thou so maybe wait till online as that's the best place for dealings for me!

Do you do commissions?
yep! just not this con! I have other stuff going on but if you follow my art sites or get my contacts I'm sure you'll know when I open back up:3

Can I talk to you?
more then welcome too! I encourage it! though I may be social online IRL is harder for me. I'm shy, an introvert and very much so have anxiety which makes it hard so don't be upset if I can't engage in conversation with you as I do with my friends. it takes a lot of time to break that social bubble for me but I am ok with looking towards breaking into being able to be social like so it just takes time with me!

Can I buy you lots of drinks? Do you smoke?
SURE! I'm 100% open with this! my only thing to this is I do always have someone trusted with me when drinking, partying or so forth with others. its a safety thing for me and a comfort thing! but I'm open to drinks, and smoking and so forth!

Can I take your picture?
Please ask! I do love photos and such in suit. out of suit. not so much unless I'm ready for those photos. even then (if I allow it) I prefer photos of my face not be posted online please3: suit photos online as long as there sfw go right ahead! if you get photos I love to get them as I love to save con photos!

Will you take my picture?
sure! I love taking photos! sadly I don't have the proper stuff to take photos on my own but if you do and want me to take a photo id to be honored!

Can I hug or snuggle you?
maybe? this is a very ASK FIRST hugs are normally a yes, snuggles depend. anything further is a direct NO. with exceptions to people with permission forehand (a few friends have this, my pet and so on) but even for snuggles and hugs ask. it isn't just an ask once and it's ok always thing Ethier please ask time to time as my anxiety, PTSD, and so forth makes it a bit overwhelming and I like the choice :3

Can I buy you food and/or eat with you?
sure! I'm more than down with this! most of my eating plans are not set in stone. I do have a date planned for the Friday night which will be off limits but other then that feel free to ask I'm pretty open!

Can I give you presents?
sure! I'm more than welcome to this!

Can I hang with you in your room?
maybe? my room has rules and my comfort zone is iffy. unless your a close friend and I already am comfortable or say I am no. plus I need to run stuff by roomies too.

Can I dance with you? Can I invite you to parties?
I Don't dance so fat chance of thatXD unless im THAT drunk. and parties im down for but im pretty much down.

How can I get your attention?
Just say hello! or call me Kelab, tobias, tobi or acespace or what have you!

What are you most looking forward to?
relaxing. OML that is all i want. and food. ooo and art. idk. maybe buying stuff? idk lol. im pretty oddXD

2018 wrap up! + 2019 and looking forward.

Thank-you's and lots of love to these people briefly and more before I wrap up the year!

Some photos from the past week ish. Honestly this man is the love of my life. No one could make me happier. I don't have all my high top looks or have been sexy and handsome in the last couple months but he loves me regardless. It's almost on the cusp of 6 months together. He is honestly the best thing to happen in 2018 for me. We've had our ups and downs. He's fought along side me against my depression, bpd, anxiety, and my abusive past. Thanks to him and his help I was able to get my abuser out of my life, I've been able to turn my life around, Get out of debt completely, and start living my life healthy and happy. I love him. He's the man I want in my life for now and forever. He's perfect in every way imagine-able in my eyes. I love him so so much. Thanks to him and his sapport, love and kindness I've made a huge impact on my life and have gone from on the edge of suicide to making my life better and becoming healthy.

But moxy/jace or Jon (whatever name you know him by) was not the only thing to do this for me or the only person. My loyal and loving pet Chris aka rue has been a huge part of why I even met and survived long enough to meet Jace. Rue, god the things I could say about you. Thank you. You helped me pull away from my abuser. You helped me put my foot down and stand my ground and leave him for good and break up with him. You also stood by my side for months filled with depression. You pulled me through the lose of my grandmother and cat and coping with it this year. Your so loyal and caring. You have a true heart of gold. I wouldn't be here without you. You stood by me at my worst. In the hardest parts of my life. For that I love you so so much. Thank you so much for staying part of my life this year. Thank you. It made a world of difference.

There is many more people I could list off that have helped me made it through. A few are my friends Raymond Lewis (zombibubbles) Romeo Harris (Jethro) Allan Bryan (omet), Sam Airdrie, Secreta Sa, (cake), Aiden () Cody Ellsmore (tailon) , Alana Mackenzie Willis (Momo), Zurie Knight(panic wonderland), Matt Smith (spike), Silas Smithson, Melnik Sheppard, Mackenzie Daymond (natchus), Nick Wolfe (bug juice), Gregory Allard (alder) and gosh the list keeps going on. But there is one huge mention I need to add for how much he's put up with and simply supported and been there for me. That would be my well I guess my oldest friend I have to date. That would be Lucas Oliver aka trillion or anxiety. God he's put up with every bit of me. Good, bad, depression, anger, upset, happy, meltdowns and well even seen me through abuse. I swear to God he's shown me do much love, care and compassion and help that I'd be willing to call him family like I would most friends but more. he's stuck by me. proved his care for me so many times over. Honestly luke thank you. I wouldn't be here without you. My life wouldn't have gone anywhere without your help and guidance. As much as a tease, joke and even at times can fight with you you've most of all deserved the place as My best friend. Me I find anyone is replaceable. For the most part. You are not. Your one of a kind and I'll never find a friend like you. Thank you. Seriously thank you so much

Now onto what I've gained and done this year!

This year wow! I have to say it's been challenging as all hell get out! But to start the year off I went to FE which was a blast thanks to friends and had my first convention vending :0 which was a blast I made over the price of my booth itself! And fully supported my hole com with the money I made whattttt!!!

Then after March I broke up with my abusive ex. Come the summer I got him out of my life completely regardless of him still stalking me and being kinda well insane. But abusive people for you! But he's gone and not coming back.

Next I went into a youth training program to get me back into the working world. And it worked! I got a job with the government company ship working at there cafe the coffee hub in a near by town. Which may be leading to a job position in the new year -crossing my fingers here-

I also bought a bunch of my loved characters, bought tons of art, got out of debt, had my longest art block ever Two hole months! But I think I'm back on track and finishing my last 2018 drawing and my last commission or two and some free stuff for friends to do woot!

I also spent my first thanksgiving, Christmas and soon to be new years with my partner! Yay! Along with a lot of other adventures and firsts 💚 I love him so much! Even my shy ass cat loves him!

What else? Tons of new books read, fandoms joined, toxic people gone and tbh a huge huge improvement and turn around in my life. I'm getting healthy and strong and started on my journey to getting fit! My family bonds have grown stronger even with embarrassment they cause! I've spent tons of time with pets and loved ones. I've also gained a lot of skill. I'm battling my depression and anxiety better then ever. I'm growing as a person and past my abuse. I'm honestly so so proud of myself. For the first time in years I want to live. I see a future for myself and I couldn't be more ready.

My goals for next year:
-Make 2019 a year that I won't forget
-keep working on my art and expanding my company.
-gain friendships and gain loved ones
-start making plans for me and my partner to live together
-gain a job position (I may have one soon if ship hires me full time past my contract which ended a few weeks back)
-get a new laptop
-get a new galaxy phone (needs one cuz cam is broken)
-accept myself and grow more as a person
-stay happy
-and to help people as much as possible
-learn more! Keep working on school and learning and expanding my knowledge
-work on my spelling and grammar
And so much more

My new years resolution is to keep fighting my mental illness and get off all medications for the most part for it like me and my doctor are working towards, and to seek further help for myself all together :3

Thank you for such a wonderful year everyone. the last few years since about 2013 have been a rock slide through hell. But I've starting climbing the mountains again to greatness and this year has truly turned things around for me. Thank you everyone!

happy Xmas/yule and a happy new year!

to all my dear friends, watchers, and everyone in between! I celebrate Yule and Christmas personally! as well as being a little I do take all the child stuff too lol! but I'm spending my entire holidays with my partner or the first week of it at the least! but hopefully, he will stay all my holiday time tbh! but I wanted to wish everyone some good holiday cheer! ill be working on art as i possibly can too in the next two weeks and try and complete my queue:3

happy holidays!
=love, Tobias aka acespace!

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https://www.patreon.com/acespace

there will be a twitter account added in the near future as well for those that use twitter it will be linked in a pinned post on my page. I hate to have to do this and it breaks my heart that I have to with a few of my accounts due to harassment, loss of watchers and death threats. but I am doing this for the better. and people who don't like little can just block my page so they don't see the group shared posts. thus its come to my attention that if I don't move my stuff to there that these issues will impact my every personal and art account if i dont..... so thankyou to all the "nice people" who have seemingly forced this on me when I dident want it in the frist place....

like my artwork? wanna support my work and get exclusives and a chance at a monthly raffle! with more prizes and rewards to come in the near future! get art drawn of characters you love from movies shows and much much more?

well, come to support me on patreon! and get all these things all in one!
https://www.patreon.com/acespace

Hello, as yall may know my art is my part-time job! I as of July 2018 have started working again! but knowing my commissioners knowing my real life work hours is a good thing so you know when about I'll be around and when I'll have time for art! this will be kept up to date too!

monday - Thursdays (will be working a Friday during one of the upcoming weeks too)
9am - 2pm

On work days I go to bed at 12:00 am.
I also work out every day for an hour in the afternoon. so I tend to be working from about 4-11:30 on art!

Where are you staying?
Con hotel<3

What day are you getting there?
thursday i think if im correct on dates!

Who will you be rooming with?
my partner<3 thats all.

Will you be fursuiting?
hellz yea! I love suiting<3

Do you do free art?
not really. thats limited to my closest of friends

What is your gender?
I'm male <3 refuring to me as anything else will serouisly get you on my bad side

How old are you?
how about 18+ is that a good answer?

Can I talk to you?
sure! im always down to talk but if i am dealing or with friends dont be offended i cant chat long.

Can I touch you?
for god sakes ask first! trust me (unless your a 100% aware and already have discussed it with me) I will slap you/punch and not kindly I like personal space. and with the issue at last fe if any touchings are in a sexual manor that hasent been consented too get ready for legal issues becuase there is no way im ok with that.

Can I hug you?
sure, all I ask is that you ask first suiting can make me very warm along with anxiety so id rather be asked first for those reasons.

Photographs?
Hell yes! if im out of the suit or at room parties please ask Frist. and if my irl face is showing please don't post it online.

How can I find you?
well, i normally will either be wearing tons of badges or in suits! but typically at my booth in the day or on the con floor away from dealer hours.

Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
Ace the wusky, Kelab the fox, Seth the wolf and skyia the griffin possibly.

Do you draw?
almost every day! heck, i draw more then I do almost anything else!

How tall are you?
5'1

Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate?
Taken my dudes. if I wasn't even then it be a big fuckin nope sorry. not my thing.

Can I visit your room?
if I know and trust you yes. it's only me and my partner this year so friends are welcome to pop by and say hi!

Can I buy you drinks?
why not! booze to anything normal is wonderful to go with me<3 I very much appreciate it hydration is needed for me 24/7 soXD

Can I give you stuff?
That's kind so im open to things indeed! just as long as it isn't creepy things

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
maybe. im very shy out of suit and in suit if im not close to you it can make me panic so don't get too comfy and ask first! just please I repeat ASK FIRST.

Are you nice?
aside from my one characters grump suit I am very nice and approachable as long ass your nice as well!

How long are you going?
I think Thursday to Monday

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
well I go by Tobias or ace or kelab you should be able to get my attention with the first name my nameXD if not a poke on the shoulder or a simple hello!

Where will you be most of the time during the days?
well my mornings will be in the dining area before the dealer's den opens and then in the dealer's den for most the day away from breaks for suiting or breaks and such. cuddled up to my friends or squeaking about the con!

What/where will you be eating?
not sure yet? likely in nearby places and such?

What’s your goal for the con this year?
relax sit back and enjoy my vacation in the hours im not working my booth! aka running about like crazy and partying my arse off when im not "working"

hello and welcome to my queue!
this isnt my PERSONAL art queue that is on my trello! You can find that on my profile :3 this is what im doign for myself, and or what others owe me:3 this will liekly also be on trello soon to with an extra copy here :3

~personal art/suit projects~

1. gin fursuit partial

2. comic - started writing process-

3. asher the saber design

~those who owe me art/products~

1. work owed by  FurryRuisu
-nygmas ref
-gin nsfw

2. 2 steven universe posters + rainbowdash poster = deadpool sticker by kelsey morgan riff -not being shipped permission to print prints for personal use waiting on refund-

3. list of owed work:
- headshot gin
- ship art x2
-nygma headshot
-mathri headshot
-ace icon commission
-king full body

4. headshot of nygma by Alaina Daxter Niall Mikla

5. Alana Mackenzie Willis 4 drawings of five characters
-loki full body
-archer full body
-nygma full body
-kelab full body

6. full body of gin by  thebluekingofspades aka

7. ych of stardust by  xX~CryBabyGrif~Xx

8. Kelab full by

9. 2 char commission by

10. Vday Ych colab by n - wip sent -

11. Adopt ref completion by :possumx

12. 5 headshots by sara rose

13. Addiction vent drawing of dimka by

14. Point sticker pack by aceacisclo (mostly complete)

15. Complete kelab ref with tailmouth and gender alts, plus sticker pack by sweens/cooper

Hello here is my commission info sheet here<3

I also accept da points please ask in advance.

Commission prices!!!!

Sketches:
-Headshot- 3$
-Bust up- 5$
-Waist up- 8$
-Full body- 10$

Line art:
-Head shot- 10$
-Bust up- 12$
-Waist up- 15$
-Full body- 18$

Full color:
-Headshot- 12$
-Bust up- 15$
-Waist up- 20$
-Full body- 25$
Badges:
-Head shot- 15$
-Bust up- 20$
-Waist up- 25$
-Full body- 28$

Specific Commissions:
-Hanging tail badges- 30$
-Icons headshots- 15$
-Chibi- 30$ (full body’s only)
-Reference sheets- 30$ - and up (the more views and such added the higher the price)
-Base made reference sheets- 15-30$ (these will be using bases of your choice ranging from chesta base’s, waitress and much more dependent on my stock)
-Telegram stickers/stickers- 10-15$ each sticker (if you want physical stickers you must pay a printing fee)

NSFW has an extra charge of 5$ (also with digital works you can get sfw versions of nsfw drawings via request)

Ask about other kinds of badges and commission types! Shipping is 5$ worldwide. Adding Sonas is the same price. I can ship all forms of art feel free to ask. Customs can be made + all designs. By commissioning you are agreeing to our TOS.

link to TOS: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8053870/



Commission form
This ensures we can contact you and get your work to you!
Not all things are required but preferred for contact email is a must!
Name:
Email:
Facebook:
Furaffinity:
Twitter:
Telegram:
Discord:

Commission details!
Character’s name:
Character’s species:
Character’s gender:
Commission type:
Pose, ideas, theme(you can also choose artistic freedom):
art type: digital/traditional/other
Nsfw? Yes/no
Other details:

Date: __/__/____

Terms of service (tos)

These terms of service apply to ace space creations which is agreed on by commissioning or buying from us.

time and cancellations. There is no time limits on time for me working on the product or the shipment. Unless specified other wise and agreed upon.
I may delay a started product being made for personal issues such as depression, anxiety, home issues, court prep, court dates, health, death and other issues.
I may cancel a commission if I feel the need to like the customer being rude or out of conduct during the process. This normally means you will be put on a black list from commissions for a while or for good depending on conditions. So well don’t be an ass lol.

refund. If you ask for a refund on your work you may only get a 15% refund. This applies to people who have paid over Paypal as well. Forcing a full refund will have you blacklisted. Only way you can get more then a 15% refund is if it's agreed upon with us. This is only a thing as most work is started and such and causes a pain for us as a company.

Blacklisting consists of not being allowed to commission or buy from us in any way. If you've been blacklisted you may not use any names connected to the company with mean comments or slander or we have the legal right to charge .the use of the company name with slander behind it is also a chargeable offense. Tbh drama is annoying lets avoid that here.

Shipping and handling after we have shipped an item we are no longer responsible for the product. If damaged on arrival it is not in are fault but the post and your own. Once it's left are hands we have no control over the product and will not be held accountable for lost or damaged goods.

Slander and lies. If you consent of slander against the company or personals charges can be held against you for any profit loss caused by it. Along with other charges that can be made. fallowing with being blacklisted so again lets not be drama whores<3

Health and product. We have pets they do not go near products at all and all products are cleaned but as a warning for customers we have cats and dogs in the facility. If anything causes death such as slip and falls in suit and so on we can't be held accountable.

Refurbishing and such. We normally will fix suits up to a certain time after the finishing date within reason. 6 months is my normal time past the Making of the suit as long as shipping is payed for both ways.

Art and suit no nos we do not want to see photos of are products being used in any legal actions or well porn really sure your sonas fine or any nsfw draws are fine that are made by the company but we do not make murrsuits or intend are products to be used as them as for it can become a health risk.
We may at any point with suits ask for the product to be sent back for fix ups, clean up. if there is reason for it to be sent back for reasons such as health legal reasons and so on. You must send back for legal or health risk reasons!!!

Ok we beg of you with art only post the water marked versions give proper credit and report theft to me.

If you use a stolen sona for art or suit or you must send it back period end of story theft anit cool buds. When sent back it either will be destroyed or sent off to the real owner depending on their wish’s.

If I want I may make additions to this depending on your matter of conduct and future updates to the company but here is are tos. Other then that by commissioning your agreeing to this tos.Other then that we ask you to enjoy and have fun love your art or suit and send us suit photos:3
Thank you for coming to us of ace space creations we enjoy being able to be here to meet all sorts of people and working with them.